Feeling a little down :(

Mar 24, 2014

Woah.. Dear emotions, what did I ever do to you? This evening has done me in good... I have felt so emotional about my decision. I keep thinking about the things that will have to change or things that could go wrong. I thought how will the future people of my life look at me knowing I had surgery to lose weight or wonder why I eat differently than everyone else. What if I'm on vacation far away and something goes wrong and there is no bariatric doctor around? The biggest fear of all, what if I don't lose the weight or gain it back? I know that ever since I joined this site it seems all I post about is my fears but I'm trying so hard to work through these. I just want things to go right and be the way they should be. I see people that have so much success and I want that too but then there are the ones who don't. So up and down, shew.. Anyone have any tips on how I can work through these things? I have total faith that God will take care of me and that things will be ok, but my human side is overbearing. All I know is to put this in God's hands and just keep praying about it. If you all don't mind, please just whisper a small prayer for me. I appreciate it. Hope you are all doing amazing and to the ones who had surgery today or recently, my thoughts and prayers are with you and i pray you be complication free!  God bless, take care guys, XoXo.

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