doing well...

Mar 22, 2011

i am back to 238, which is fantastic. it means i can and HAVE kept the weight off, i was probably just drinking a bit much and retaining some water. i am still so tired... having so much trouble sleeping because of depression, but i am trying to muddle on through. i knwo this obesity shit will be over soon and i cant freakin wait.

im just so ready for my life to begin. i was tlaking to my dad tonight and i told him "you knwo dad, i don't hate myself or my life or even the previous versions of my life... i just look forward to that new life out there. the one i feel i TRULY deserve."

that's what i want.
i want the life i dreamed about before i stopped dreaming.

xo
much love to all my pre-ops and post-ops.

kelly

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