2 Weeks 4 days

Jan 28, 2010

OK...Had to post so that I am accountable for myself.

I have had a little bit of a hard time the last couple of days!  I really have no restriction at all and have strayed off my path a bit.  Yesterday I broke down and ate a tiny size cup of coffee ice cream.  This morning I ate a thin slice of Banana Bread.  The banana bread went down a little slow, and I told myself I just can't do this again.  I think that I am restricting too many things...but I am not sure.  Sometimes I think I forget to eat because that's what I am used to doing...but other times I just grab something real quick and don't give myself the time I need to eat it slow.  I am feeling really hungry most of the time, and it concerns me that I have 3 more weeks to go before I get my first fill.  IS THIS BANDSTER HELL???  I am really really worried.  Plus...the 20 pounds I lost worries me.  I think it really came off too fast because of getting Strep Throat 5 days after surgery.  My appetite was sooooo low.  I got on the scale today and saw that I gained 2 pounds.  Poo....I hope the rest stays off. 

Would love some words of encouragement!!

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