Waiting for approval

Feb 17, 2013

The waiting for approval really took its toll on me this weekend. My nerves have been on edge. I never thought I would feel this way about waiting before. I am just so scared that I will not be approved. I have done everything that has been asked of me. I have jumped through every hoop that they have told me to. I just don't want all of this to be for nothing. I have had several people tell me that I didn't need to go this route to lose the weight but for the most part I have a really strong support system. The ones that was saying that I shouldn't have the surgery of course have never been over weight so they do not know my struggle. They don't understand how hard it is to lose the weight. I just don't want to come this far and feel discouraged about it.

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