I can do this...right??

Mar 12, 2013

There are days that I feel like I got this...I am on the mend...don't really think about food...getting my water in and doing good with my choices. I have been consistently losing weight since my pre-op diet and everyone says that I am doing well.

Then I have a day like today that I slept till 10:30am, didn't get my protein or water in and felt like after two bites from dinner I was stuck. :( The days like today make me question what I have done...will this be successful or will I do something to screw this up too.

I got denied originally from insurance because they said I was non-compliant with my band...I lost 80 lbs but gained it back after I got the fluid and band taken out. Are they right? Can I not do this and days like today are just preparing me to fail at losing weight yet again??

I know that b$tch in my head that beats my self esteem up has get ahold of me today...she won't stick around but I am glad that I have a place like this to come and vent, worry and confide.

I can do this....I can do this....I can do this!!!!

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