Postponed

Jul 23, 2015

I haven't done anything that I have set out to accomplish. I was supposed to buy a food scale. Haven't. I was supposed to buy new batteries for my scale. Haven't. I was supposed to not drink until 30 min after I have eaten. Have. I am supposed to walk 30 min every other day and stretch the other days of the week. Haven't. 

I don't know why I am in this slump. I feel like I only have energy to wake up, work, clean the house and go back to sleep lately. I haven't been putting much effort into anything and it scares me. This surgery is going to be a major overhaul of my entire life. If I can't even muster the strength to buy a food scale, how I am supposed to handle this life altering surgery? Will I do it and instantly regret it because I can't maintain the new lifestyle? 

I'm just chalking today and this last week up to being tired and distracted. I've got to refocus. 

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