Not sure if I still want to marry him

Aug 08, 2012

So my fiance and I have been fighting alot lately. We truely have alot of stressors! We have 2 children, he lost his job not too long ago (thnak god he is working again), my mom has been very ill, his mother - who lives with us- fell and hurt herself. So needless to say , alot of yelling has ensued and unlike a year ago - I yell back. I used to stay quiet and hold everything in.

Well, lately I have been giving it back. So yesterday, he walks over to me and shows me a picture from when I was 280lbs and proceeds to tell me that he misses that girl.

WTF!?!?!?!?!? is that supposed to mean. I am still that girl but no longer willing to take yelling and insults without giving it back.

Sometimes I think that I might not be in love with him but I can not bear the thought of being without him. I dont know what to think. I went to see that counselor and I was not happy. She is too young for my liking - I want someone with more experience.

Thanks for letting me vent

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