Lookers

Apr 20, 2011

I went shopping last night (what's new right lol). Picked up some bras I ordered at Lane Bryant (yes I wear a 36C and still buy them from Lane Bryant, I love the support). And returned a dress at Marshalls and looked around at the shoes.

Anyways.... I don't know if I was just being super self conscious or what, but I felt like everyone was looking at me! I felt eyes on me the whole time I was at Marshalls, and even when I was trying on the bras at Lane Bryant and I had to go get another size (I put my shirt back on, don't worry) .... The lady in the fitting room was just staring! And I realized, I'm TOTALLY not used to that. When I was plus sized I kinda always just melted into the background I guess. No one ever flat our stared. But last night, they did. I began to wonder if I had something on my face 

So that got me thinking about how I NEVER get hit on by men. I can be at a book store, walking through the mall, at the grocery store, etc ... and Not once has a stranger hit on me. I wonder why that is? I'm cute enough, I dress nice, I smile at people. Hmmm...... 
It doesn't matter, I'm happily taken. But I just find that funny.

In other news. I stepped on the scale this morning and it said 139.2 !!!  Granted, it was first thing in the morning and I was nekky.... But still, Holy crap!!!!! I'm in the 130s!!!!!!!!!!!! NO WAY!

Here's a picture of my shoes I bought. The lighting is horrible. But they're a silvery color.

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