Jeans & Converse Kind of Girl

Dec 09, 2011

Can I just say, somedays I wish I was still fat!  I didn't have to try so hard.  Who cared if I had a saggy butt in my jeans?  Who cared that I always wore flat soled shoes?  Who cared if my jacket wasn't stylish?  NO ONE.  Thats who!

Now I have this internal pressure to dress nicer, wear heels, and make sure I am fashionably current.  I wear, what I call, a suck it in slip, which is basically a TIGHT swimsuit, underneath any semi-tight top I wear.  And it is so not comfortable!  I am wearing 3" heeled boots today, and MAN, my feet hurt!  My jeans are tight around the thighs, and I can't tell you how annoying that is.  My top is low cut, and I have been giving my coworkers an eye full all day.  What the heck?

Even at home when I am in my lounge clothes I still put pressure on myself to not wear my oversized, falling off comfy clothes, and try to stick to the ones that fit better, and are a bit more flattering.  At least I haven't taken to wearing a shaper at home too!  That WOULD be insanity.

Honestly, if I could wear black t-shirts, jeans, and converse every day I would be in heaven.  I'd accessorize accordingly, but would basically wear the same thing day in, day out.  Yeah, I know what you're thinking, that I really wouldn't be able to wear the same thing every day, and you'd be right, I'd go crazy, but a girl can dream, right???

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