HillarieR
My Blog
Jan 16, 2010
5/7/02
I am 25 years old and weight 358lbs 5'7" and have 2 kids. I am hopping to have this surgery done. I can't wait! i have a app. with the Dr. Aug.19 in Pitt PA. Me and my mom is going to do this together. I am soo scared! but i know it needs done. I have tried everything out there and nothing works this my last thing to do.You know i would really like to be around when my kids get married and if i don't get this weight off i will not be here. I have pain in my legs all the time and my back hurts if i stand a long time. My ankle and legs are always swelled. I get out of breath sooo easily. So that makes it so hard on my kids we don't go out and play much. My boyfriend has to play with them and i watch.I a really scared about this but i need it done!
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5/14/02
OK it is about 3months till my Dr.'s apt.I think i am going to go nuts! I wish it was Aug. already. Owell good things come to those who wait!! I find my self eating stuff i know i am not going to be able to have after surgery. LOL My mom is doing the same!LOL If anyone has any info for me about this surgery or my Dr. feel free to E-mail me. And i am willing to talk to anyone about this surgery. I just can't wait till i am skinny and can do things with my kids.(with out sitting down every 5 mins)I just hope i can get through this summer knowing i mite be skinny next summer!!LOL well it is late and i need to get to bed i hope everyone is doing good with their surgery.BYE BYE
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7/15/02
Well it has been a long time since i have been on line, but i am still FAT! LOL Well i have almost 1 month to go till my Dr. visit. I was not sure i was going to go through with this but i have had it with my weight. I can't wait till i see the Dr. in Pitt. I have about 1 month to go. I hope i get all the testing done fast so i can get a date for surgery!!!!!! Well i will write soon bye bye!!!!
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8/13/02
Well i have 6 more days till i got to my 1st Dr. visit! i can't wait!
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1/16/05
WOW it has been 3 years since i have wrote! But i didn't have the surgery yet. I got kinda scared and worried but it was not because of the Dr. it was just me! I have 2 little boys that i worry about all the time and get scared that what will happen if something happens in surgery and they don't have a mommy any more. My oldest would freak and he has enough problems as it is. But i have found a Dr. closer to home that takes the med card. So i am going to try this again. i am just getting tooo FAT!!!!!
My mom has had the surgery and she is doing great she has loss 110 lbs in 9 months and she feels and looks WONDERFUL!!!!! i hope i can do it this time. I really need to loss the weight. my grandma died Nov.4 03 and things are getting harder to do, because she did everything for me. I really miss her. she was against this surgery and i think that was some of the reason i didn't have the surgery. But i have seen the results that it can do and i have lots of friends that had the surgery and they are looking GREAT! now we can't have that!!!LOL so i just wanted to tell everyone that i am still here and still FAT but hopefully going to be skinny soon!!!
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1/16/10
well i haven't been on this web site for a longgggggggg time. and it is weird that it has been 5 years to the day since i have been on here. So i am even heavier and still miserable. I have gotten insurance since 2005 so i am starting the whole process over. I am tired of living my life in a fat body......i am tired of worrying if the store i need to go in has riding carts.....i want to be that mom that plays sports with her kids......I just got married to a guy i have been with for 10 years, i have nothing but FAT pics of me of memories of my dream day. That makes me sick! I am soo ready for this surgery i wish i was having it tomorrow, but i know i have a long road a head of me. maybe this time next year i will have loss at least 50lbs and i will be able to walk around my neighborhood and not have my back or legs hurt or get out of breath just walking to the bathroom. So i will keep everyone posted on how things are going.
