dinas27
Thursday - 4 days til my life changes forever!
Sep 06, 2012
Well its Thursday, I was doing good all week getting things done for Monday "D-Day" and today was like crashing into a wall. I took my daughter to school, and she wanted me to talk to the nurse about me calling on Monday after surgery to let her know I was ok, and she would pull my daughter our of class and let her know. As I'm sitting there telling the nurse, with my 9 year old looking at me with HUGE blue watery eyes I'm thinking...WHAT AM I DOING! What if I'm not ok, what if this is the last time I look into that face. I got int he car and I lost it! I have to keep telling myself, I'm doing it for myself, but I'm doing it for my daughter too. I want to move and be a part of her life for a very long time. Being as heavy as I am it wont happen. Its not helping the pit in my stomach, but I keep repeating it over and over again.Good thoughts...good thoughts...good thoughts...lol
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About Me
IL
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37.4
BMI
Surgery
09/10/2012
Surgery Date
Aug 08, 2012
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