2 years down

Nov 02, 2011

I cannot believe it has been 2 years now.  Time has passed by fast.  I do not regret having my surgery.  I am enjoying my new body, and the new size I am in.  I am down 169 pounds since I started this process and 143 from surgery date.  I have lost about 9-10 sizes in clothing.  I still am not near my goal weight but I am so close I can taste it LOL.  I enjoy when I go to the stores and am able to shop in the regular size stores.  I enjoy fighting with my sister when we go shopping over clothes.  The only problems I have is the excessive skin around my stomach, arms (bat wings) and upper thigh.  However, my husband has been fine with it.  He consistently rubs on me and flirts with me.  I am not shame to go out anymore and when I go back to my hometown, I don't mind going out in public where everyone can see me.  My mother and aunt continue to say they have their child back.  I know I still the same Dee Dee from before but I am a better Dee Dee now.  I still have problems with eating sweets.  I just have to have them around that time of the month.  I eat more during that time as well.  I usually gain around 6-11 pounds and get upset everytime, but usually I lose it when everything is back to normal.  I see that I have to be really really careful about eating habits because I can eat much more now and I can gain all this weight that I have fought so hard to get rid of.  I never want to go back to where I was.  Thank God for the new me

Still not where I want to be, but much closer to where I need to be

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