12/31/10 ----- Day 2 of the pre-op diet and ......

Dec 30, 2010

I'm STARVING!!! I've lost 8 pounds in these first 2 days (yeah, I know it's mostly water weight but, hey, weight is weight as far as the heart is concerned) and OMG is it hard. I've never had to battle so strongly against the head hunger. My evil subconcious keeps whispering plans of how to cheat every other minute. "Just drive thru McD's when you do errands today, no one will know" ......... "Get a candy bar when you pick up meds at Walgreen's...no one will know" ......... "Scrape off the top layer of the icecream in the tub ......... no one will notice".  I keep telling that voice to just shutup, you're not helping.....argh. Even the dogs' food smelled good (like beef stew) this morning when I mixed it up for them. How sad is that?! *Sigh* This is tough, but I can do it. I'm not going to be that person anymore...the one for whom food is the best part of the day. Okay....10 more days till surgery...then I won't feel so hungry anymore.

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