May 30th, 2010

May 30, 2010

Well May has gone by fast! I really am having problems with this part of my journey. I have being dealing with some depression. I think its due to a number of things that have happened in my life lately. Money is very very tight since I just moved out for the first time. I feel horrible asking my mom for money because its tight for her too. I'm not used to us being broke! Another reason was I went to a wedding and felt really hot! Had some really good champagne and in the middle of dance and having fun I realized I'm alone and very very lonely. I just moved 3 months or so ago and although I have been hit on 2 times nothing has come of it. I need someone that can help motivate me, help keep me sane, and have to bounce ideas off of! I love just talking to people and not having friends that I can talk to is very hard. I just need to start going to the gym more. I can't believe that I would ever say this but I miss the gym! I went to kickboxing twice and its fun but it makes me really sore. I just like the traditional gym. I've been doing a mile or so on the treadmill and I'm missing the gym!

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12/22/2009
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